Drum x case

Lecotr intende: laetaberis

At ego tibi sermon this Milesi several fables conseram auresque Stabilizer benevolent Lepidus whisper permulceam – so you Papyrum Aegyptiam argutia Nilotics quills Inscriptam not spreveris inspicere -, Figures fortunes changed in the image of the other, but the connection repaired to marvel in itself rursummutuo. Begin ... "But who?".. From The Golden Ass of Apuleius

Once the championships calcio C.S.I. runs out my only incoming economic = Contribution expense of matches refereed. I gave the highest availability for end-users or arbitrate any tournaments but they told me that Now those are the good ones experts (?) ... How am I going to eat soon?

In part ... maybe it's better that way.. I do at least a further move

Friday 30 April mi reco in bici the Center for Employment of Zogno (network with the center placement BG ) to solicit any work, here and to my surprise and despair is my total knowledge that I I gave up a well- 3 proposals working, 2 even very recent.

The 1^ proposal working (Hospitalization Upper Valley) mi fu “balenata” 2 years ago 'by phone (while I was busy in the mountains) honestly I do not remember, but perhaps that there may be, since at that time, soon after the experience of 1 just one day of work at the Clinic of Ponte S. Pietro

( See Site ) shocked, I was weighted to leave the nursing.

The 2^ Proposal (see Annex 1 = Honest Aid lawyer or pushed? ) is related to a home for the elderly (that still does not know where he is located) Ponte S. Peter, where dfter the interview (never happened) has appeared even : unsuitable

The 3^ Proposal but I would have been done by the Oasis, a Home for the Elderly of S. Pellegrino. While we are, always reach the same bike Rest Home and known among the employees who clean the Sacristan of Sorisole; here confirms the leadership that I have ever seen, Office of Employment and yet it appears that I had a job interview with them as well and that even I resigned offered (?) Anyway ... I take this opportunity to deliver my resume Head of the kind that unbeknownst to me then turn to the Cooperative C ......... who in turn called me 17 May for a possible recruitment.. hope for the best

Worried, after delivering other curriculum, always in the Valley Brembana bike I head directly to Bergamo for the appointment proposed by the union GTCThe (dated today 30 aprile h 15.00) with the lawyer Baschenis (?) I should protect in the case of the last dismissal. Known on the intercom, next to that of the legal, the name of the Advocate Mattiozzi (?) (see Annex 2-3-4 = Burla Legale ? with the rest of One) that for the 3rd time I see him appear as a colleague in the office of my new legal, which seems to me too, I presume that the case in this instance.. not focus . Honestly, I get scared and I realize that I have to be in maximum alert, People this is no joke another that sucks .. = lock you up in prison or a mental hospital that is, and then really throw away the key. They have the power to distort reality at will and then to believe what they want, as in the example = lament the aforementioned work and then at the same time refusing the offers.

By then, the law firm already the intention to negotiate so to prove my non-belligerence and full willingness to cooperate in the search for the comparison and certainly not the clash[1]

In addition, the money in the settlement now become really the only possible entry, useful in addressing the many utilities expired[2] to which I must cope

The Lawyer that I had already known ( I would have protected a process in Mestre patteggiavo only if the verbal condemnation of physical violence (?) against the judge of the work Dr. Finazzi; I refused his proposal and made good, since after bnen, 15 hearings, I was completely acquitted of all charges . Strangely, now says he does not remember anything for the consultation given to me on that occasion. See, however, on the site over) I confirm that Matiozzi is his new office colleague

With a few straightforward words and tells me the legal : after waiting for a possible 3 years to go Cause even winning it as economic compensation, would receive no more than the same proposal already made by the other party = 2 payroll . Senseless and stupid not to negotiate..therefore not face the Tambor (Drumskin = one who takes them indiscriminately to all) ..patteggi. Agree, I think that, and I quote the legal Ongaro instead of telling me not to do Martir Picio which in layman looks at the "Case" has the same meaning as Drum

= Ask and threats, Sheriff Tironi complete with a gun.. and my picture? 50 odd years with 2 layoffs in the rump, Who pays me for this ?

The lawyer advises me = just that in contests you do not tell anyone, is not required to state his resignation . The wonder and self-certification? For those who have suffered redundancies in the Public resulting in the absurd law that prohibits then to occupy any other task in the same? I assume it is a law made to perfection by the same "caste" as a self-defense of the parasite species Species ..

The lawyer Baschenis corrects himself and says he is right =, well this is true ... but it raises, saying that in the case of the last dismissal immediately in Private does not count, anzi need = do not say anything.. so nobody cares and I wanted to confront the illusion that Cause right to make public the infamy suffered violent

I leave "notifying" the Law that being bike ride, just arrived in the studio I asked to go to the bathroom to wash my hands. There I noticed more than 100 of rolls of toilet paper, this is also an index, indeed a sign of practices indaginose? Even Mrs. Adam the head of the union laughs ... while I think .. or is it a sign of something dirty or at least just ordered ready .. indeed intended, however, to leave a trace .. ?as my story?

Phone several times a union to request the meeting of the plea agreement and thus receive the resulting money to meet the payment of the various utilities expired . Phone also to the legal counterparty = Baldassarre lawyer Ermanno (who claimed to have given my heart and cause you said sorry for my particular situation ... among other things, president of the Bar Association of Bergamo ) but it is always on the run, and only after several phone calls I made to say by his employee that for ethics can not make contact with me as its counterpart. I insist that I'm broke and not my will but for a dismissal absurd.. that's how I found a "hole" for my practice to be included this time, in front of the Provincial Commission of Labour, but in the same way the agreement previously rejected by me. After the ritual signatures the conciliation (see sottoallegati 5.6.7 )

I'm in a rush to withdraw the 1st installment (see above attached 8 ) and I realize that is only 400 Euro (?) and not 500 such agreements or as a check, which in turn had refused. Telephoned again to-day trade union delegate tells Adam that surprise you, but do not tell me if the counterparty , 1 wish to check this with the full gross amount, or if the other installments will be so well .. and who tells me ? The king Belshazzar magus directly or baby Jesus ? Sure, however, adds the delegate.. his former employer was not certainly brilliant As well as someone else ... I think ...

Do not tell anyone the mechanic tells me so well that by Locatelli of Pontevedra 2 months because it keeps me impounded the car driven by a mix of my Bank Manager did not have the money to pay for the expenses incurred, that by 200 euro is now miraculously risen to 303 Euro and he wants to tell me that it is good that does not make me pay for parking, and also adds = you must not tell anyone that you keep the car here (?) I am ashamed that I figure I'm doing in front of people who then speaks ? absurd and I then ??? cosa dovrei dire o come dovrei sentirmi pure qui Drum x case

To free up the car and go to interview for a job = Home Care (where the car is essential) I had to push the bike to a mechanic (Burgman250 uninsured) and leave as a deposit. Franco il attendant gave me a full loan as, a true gentleman there are still good people .. while David and former catechumen Good Father 9 children ( wrong one day said to me, that the disabilities of the children is the result of the sins of the parents.. justified himself by saying then .. I even said Don Joseph Belotti[3] conference here at the Oratory) although we often have entirely divergent views without flinching lent me the instant 88 euro to pay the fine dell'Ecopass Milan (what worried me more, that remain without eating)

With the space available while waiting for better times to not sit idle, I placed his father's house doing more than 20 trips to the dump to throw shit unlikely remained even after several jackals Bolivians had put his hand to steal the ornaments still decent

I threw + of 50 pairs of shoes and + of 100 clothes; I wonder what became of it all is to "stuff" a "poor" elderly presume cond-exalted and operated by the sister of the mistress .. Sardigna

I also removed the lining of wood placed in the living room already used 40 years ago, that was rotten and smelled damp and was full of woodworm (so much so that there were piles of sawdust on the floor) I also removed the dirty, horrifying fake old kitchen tiles.

While I feel the advice of a villager A ..... expert mason arrive 3 of 4 brothers threatening to take legal action because now the house is no longer salable because unpresentable (?)

At the moment I simply said : was the earthquake .. but what good wind, finally for once we are all together, because now it does not happen even in the most canonical celebrations, I then reiterated that serious work that needed doing anyway even selling it, maybe together and not always alone and that anyway as I have already mentioned I am seriously considering to withdraw the parental home rather than sell it to s- 80.000/100.000 euro because, really say how often you, those figures would turn their parents in the coffin

In front of the villager appalled by their tone and aggressiveness brother tells me that this winter I was at his house screaming and slamming doors (?) I signed for the sale of the house to the agency and now changes his mind ...Edet that my mat to know that Spain lu vol chel chel ago… And speaking of me always present in 3 person refers to the villager who is really crazy to leave my house to get into a new old "to mess" (next) Teru and shit ... then finally turned to me, says that since it is considered wise : “the dam scolt me..believe me, do not . I thank the Board, but I do not come to your house to make the accounts in your pocket; I live in a "castle" and I have no money to eat for this change my needs; also want to clarify that I have been to your house to sign the contract with the real estate agency and thus have a unit of measure (135.000Euro) in the sale, as the older brother always opposed to the sale would assess the proposal but only if not less than 250.000 Euro (absurd). I insist that I have not imposed any obligation other than to calmly read the contract before any of your every decision and that I would return the next day; you were angry because although the agreement to sell the house, Realtor did not want to learn because they are all gangsters and thieves. Then when you told the brethren that I came to your house screaming, I did hear the recording of the interview and you even more pissed my said as you can get to both register a brother?[4]Caro C… Just because now you know and I know how many lies you tell so I registered as well, when I returned to pick up the signed contract, and accompanying me at the gate when they were alone, I've attacked with insults and vulgarities unique titles words, at the same time begging me to get you the best gift of Christmas that is ... disappear and do not let me see

I told you just but what have I done wrong? I'm just trying to sell a house closed for years, for the interest of everyone but especially my, since without a job are in serious economic difficulties. You can not disagree but what enters the insults and threats ?

Always in front of the village, raises the Greater brother telling me that I can not work at home because it is still in the hands of the Agency = false mandate expired on 31 March (see photo attached contract 9)

just that in the morning they called and said that a buyer agrees to purchase the 110.000 Euro[5] I answer ...vendiamola then immediately ready but not less ..Surprised in front of my condescension calm the 2 brothers still + pissed off they went to pick up the electric grids aside as the only asset of value was telling the villager ... : you can not see the reason to talk constantly changing, buy it or not you make up your mind then this house ?….to tell me that ...also because you need to collect by force, because now so unpresentable (?) will not buy any more..I repeat jobs that are absurd, however, already had to do, I even dug the garden that has become forest. In the evening I get un sms di minaccia(see Annex 10)

Maybe because it speaks so now it can no longer put barter for rent Bolivians (they do help to his father and several relatives), and fortunately, given that behind the cladding removed noticed antiquated electrical wires (flat) without sheath and potential danger of reduced thickness at least of short circuit.

Then the absurd, even the brothers go for those who want to integrate the immigrants and that they do everything to help me seen my difficulties and my various legal disputes

Dangerous convoluted and conspiratorial their way off of the family .. or better say familism ?

People just stick to the "stuff" and the judgment of the people, consuocero as his singing and not just in church and claims to be the nephew of the owner of the land priest of the church, and not just, and that his family has made history and the past of the country (?) (I really hope not the future) . Definitely did indeed discontinued History of that little girl that "his fault" (are keen to specify the Mafia) crossed in front and not behind the school bus, and he in a country road going more than 100km coming out its firm (and I know the doubters = best in everything and everyone ) to enjoy the short but well-deserved break from work, could not avoid the tragic impact ... and now that little angel there is no more. (god forbid, can happen to anyone even to the most careful motorist an accident but you can not deal with that reality and mystify the arrogance. They made a shocking bullying that poor mother, even then separate, infangandola with each type of backbiting and slander guess so that leave not only the country but the province, maybe just because his presence aroused sad unwelcome memories ...the family[6]

Always in front of the village, sister says instead that he knew nothing of my intention to withdraw the house. Absurd remind you that if I was retiring, although she was willing to help me to lower the price, then think again because the brothers had told her that the law could not do (?). The sister admits and justifies it is true, but what I also want to economic difficulties and my husband told me if I was crazy , I'm going to flush the toilet every morning.. to eat.(what assholes?) In the recent past instead worked as a cook (3 hours a day) by the Sisters of the Upper Town, and since you never run out for the job I tell you not to put it bluntly, always with that phrase of processes; ritieniti lucky you've got a job at least. Law Confused, bolus saying you know at least that we could call firefighters and hurt because, you can not do this work in black (?) So be careful because if you keep the brothers really want to go through the courts

The same sister[7] confided to me that actually had no intention of selling the family home because his older brother was already in agreement with the near and with our neoassessore Nik Bomb ... owner of a portion of the house of the uncle and cousin (taken = foundling adopted) pedophile and who did not like my confessions in this regard because it tarnished the name of the family) while at the same time the same cognata (elder brother's wife) I would say the exact opposite, namely that he was also willing to sell the house, but on condition however that not the cedessimo to neighbors . I asked why so much evil ,I answer because I have my valid reasons and are not required to tell you ... reasons or interests before, among all assume get me mad and discredit perhaps because their disorder rather muddy smelly shitty bourgeois tranquility(?)

Even on the tombstone of the parents, the brothers pretended to quarrel with the result that we had to redo it ( throwing a lot of money) as well as taste indecent, was inserted the photo of my father and my mother's tank top with teeth that denigrated remembered, when he lost his patience (and not only ..), and hissed like a snake. On that occasion, although he did everything his older brother (rammento former seminarian) well then admitting mistakes, some villagers confided in me that they showed that the change of plaque and photos of parents, was due to my wicked initiative, as keen on the gothic and the pictures of the parents because to me absurd portraits ..

tell me how do you cope with so many lies and wickedness if not in fact.. writing

I am aware that what I will write soon I will make it unpleasant or even worse = hateful and perhaps even lose what little remained but to estimate a better understanding of why certain accanimenti to a person who by his mere presence "disturb", a So many poor defense of Tambor that have no voice and therefore for the Common Good.. I continue ...

Mia madre (God rest his soul) a young man well after 4 (+1° at a distance of 15 years) pregnancies was often hospitalized for nervous breakdown (burnouts) quarreled with everyone and beat us for nothing. Sometimes in the absence of nearby made me do it "pole", went into his house to steal detergent flour sugar etc.…I tot while lamenting his behavior but she undeterred malmenandomi m'imponeva silence. The two brothers were the major two younger sisters (one at the time was not yet born)..in short, what there was of half and was beaten in the end I was almost always me. As I screeched beat their teeth, hissed..issshhiisshssh deploravo not much physical violence but the fact that I put my hand over her mouth and prevented me from complaining and externalize so the same physical pain

Quarreled with everyone at one time even my uncle G ... exhausted its dementias, slapped, My mother lost her balance and fell together with my newborn sister, that rolled a few meters. My father informed of what the brothers maternal taken from an animalistic rage literally climbed the walls of my grandmother Gina, where in the meantime had found refuge uncle guilty with his family. Imagine seeing these devastating scenes of violence, through the eyes of a little boy. X “fortuna” (?) sigh!!.Uncle took the aforementioned, sensed the serious situation, I loaded the bike on the boat and took me to the nearby woods, (then the firm Gres did not arrive in time as border) right near the train station of Petosino, closed because now after the 21 races and ended them next (to the current cabin Gres right next to the bridge that then was not there because the river had not yet been built and diverted by the Company ) the cliff of the tracks ... in a flash like a flash Persi the memory and I presume puree my innocence

I'm a pretty sensitive person I assume is the result of the many sufferings and it is curious to note that even today when I pass that place, instead of rejection I have the distinct feeling that there there is a buried treasure (but I can not specify what kind of) logically should remember what a cruel, certainly not a thing or a Precious "Capital".. magari chissà le 2 things together = simply that manure generates renewable energy . Excuse the trivial digression, I think it is due to the reaction force and the positive thought anyway ...

The mother argued with all, and we children were his alibi his perennial scapegoat, then in the evening when my father came home from work, without knowing the reason, once received the report of the Kapo us or gave me the rest with interest. The only lull in the day when he was on the couch before the Carousel [8]poi si andava a letto, I took care of my wounds as I watched the TV and ate them pretending to hide, between shrieks and spasms various assume their sex ..

Often Uncle (grew up with the brand abominable son of NN) the evening came in our room and covered us with morbid attention; well at least here was complaining of being able to close the door but there was no key for my mother; cyclist by profession (c / o lo zio di Bergamo) sang as a tenor at the Teatro Donizetti and traveled with a fuoriserie, from a poor family and I are the only gifts that we received were by his brothers, that absurd, if one side had this attitude we say "morbid" on the other seemed like good uncle; difficult to understand this ambiguous dark shady immoral character, who often enjoyed the evening as well to frighten species comparendoci suddenly in the most unusual places wearing a horrible devil mask. As that was not enough in this context already perceived as heavy, in adolescence, always my mother never missed an opportunity, (while bathing, while I was changing etc. ..) to "show" in clear unequivocal p ... daring shameful that subconsciously in me that I increased instinct and sense of repulsion and not only hormonal.On memoriale Tiramola I tell other significant episodes of my childhood site: www.bonfantiolivero.com

Per-dono[9]without regret my parents if only they had a hard life full of suffering and, to cite even a single example, went to live for 10 years in South Tyrol (where we were born and I my 2 brothers) to avoid retaliation My Nonna Gina (nicknamed by many witch) who did not approve of their marriage because my mother said to her was a whore

Finally Poi my wedding without a doubt the event + of my life, convinced to leave behind many meanness but unfortunately suffered back .. look at the case in via Timeex Dros

Much to the chagrin of the Mother,after a contentious separation returned to live in single local site just above his house but in a way completely, I repeat completely autonomous, even though she rejoiced (?) to report to several villagers that I was eating and she was staying .

Up and down the 2 Floor with the 2 wheelchairs for disabled children and yet no one ever came to see if the place was suitable, ox then give me some help paying for professional visits protected[10]. Not even the closest relative of F.. (God rest his soul) invited me to drink coffee,but the cook was in kindergarten in the country, Sacrament priests and cooked to a villager with 3 sons who was abandoned by his wife rightly assume [11]

For the Feast of All Saints one of the few times that I could enjoy a child alone, in net late for Mass. I left for a while the child from my mother while I was finishing getting dressed. My Mother in slippers without my knowledge across the country with the child trembling in the cold without a jacket and shoes, and took him from his older brother, passing between each other for the longest street in the town center and that is in front of the multitude of people who went to the Function. Once you have found and reached, brother said to me, what are you complaining, you should thank her that made you a favor(?)

Ale at the time was a smart guy but too sensitive enough a patch or a small moan of loved one, that was put in apprehension. The few times that we were going to drink coffee from my mother, her every little movement continued to emit moans startling him understand his age and his behavior, I assume due to unconscious refusal x the suffering of the situation but a minimum of restraint could even keep it for his own good

Admitted to the hospital for problems with varicose veins to make him feel "big" and "grown up" I asked the son he feared the sight of the only nurse scrubs (I guess because it reminded him of his months in intensive care) if you wanted to go see Grandma inmate, happy he agreed

I felt both of our arrival my mother's brother and sister-present, recommending particular and demeanor .. but as soon as she came into the room with an unexpected leap sat on the edge of the bed showing her legs wrapped .... even the nurses noticed frightened by the URL of stabbing son, I am convinced that still resounds in the hall because, because, I asked him why? The elder brother[12] supported by his wife he found nothing to say What did he do wrong the rest is your fault that you brought here in the middle of the sick

I asked the son of the elder brother, expert climber if you were paying the climbing rope and while I felt, calandomi from my balcony my mother noticing my maneuvers went around the country and in particular in the shop-in-law to say that I was by hanging (?) not any races equally (maybe who knows how many would have been ferns) ma fu a severe episode, occurred among others in the period in which did not allow me to see the children. Finding by chance one day always with his brother from my mother who looked sideways at his eldest son as to expect a consensus agreement that was said to misunderstand the Rosy; my brother for the 1st time and I scolded her defenses as a chick and her wet apologized but in the meantime, however, the outrage was made

I could mention how many episodes yet to make the idea of ​​my Tribulato lived at the same time not forgetting that the same Mother was a wonderful woman, however,, always ready to rush to the aid species do in care of the sick, reduced so also and above all to a life of hardship and difficult labors[13]next to a Husband-Father-Master selfish and too, that was too often absent children as an object stuff[14](at least me) a pleasure to use.

My father often said arrogantly that his children would never have doped because he (always absent) he had behaved well and to me that I've never even smoked a cigarette in my life, felt like doparmi purpose, the face of such outrageous arrogance. In the last few years of work built houses Tyrol ( was a real magician in this) to the wildlife park of its holder and then my. The employees were afraid of me and kept at a safe distance, since I am the son of a pimp ass-licker ruin- families,as absurd to me instead criticizing my Father and defended them

My father lived only for his Zanech .. learned that if they took him into their social life; like a puppet made him drink and he became sympathetic recited without s-party and did conclude contracts with customers enjoyed .

Then he slept off the hangover home (imagine with what attitudes) from his wife when he was drunk and was in his company became Olga[15] = Humiliating her in front of everyone and she still feel poor Crista Lady with the ladies Zanech.. smothered everything and felt proud of her to friends in high places(?) trumpeting the neighbors jealous and envious for this ..She said(?)

Once retired his brothers Zanech (so regarded them as my Father ) no longer even opened the gate of the park and from there he began his fall in terminal illness

Of course I now revise, after my writing, Prayer read during the funeral of my Mother[16]totally changes the meaning. and value-added…click here x Light Prayer The same brothers x the opportunity embraced me and his sister moved (una mancava e te pareva) even held my arm up to the cemetery .. but then I did.. let there

Benedetti Brothers do not reflect that we live only once? And we leave to posterity not only the furniture and properties (just an earthquake to render them useless) but above all, let the memory of our act. It is already hard life itself .. why complicate it with more artificial problems ?

Ridiculous to think that I could go rent "enjoy it" and menefregarmi coast but in all ways as well rent. It is worth making further sacrifices? For what purpose and to leave a legacy to those who?

How can I find a new partner in this situation? If you read these writings of mine I guess it also scares the time passes, runs and if you look a little more 'I'll end up having to look for a caregiver rather than a partner

If nothing else, now the choice of any property dwell only do I rate my needs and are no longer affected by the disability of their children ( x es. lift) since they do not know I exist .. even if it is a logical lean rather painful consolation .

Aware also of our perennial inadequacy ... seems to me that I would be where they are not always well[17]however, requires courage (or unconsciousness?) think of going back to that house by crucifixes walled by my grandmother for many Gina =, but especially for my Father, real witch .. but one has to know Besides go ...

I assume that the brothers now want to discredit me and make me go crazy because after the many injustices, the poor Martir Picio, the poor Drum now talking ... but I do not know if their conspiratorial attitude is dictated tried or lent to Extended Family

Kin (snakes say) who are enrolled in the various associations and corporations that are then spirit and body go .. . Relatives who also met 2 years ago at the end of the year of social lunch Alpine Group, then I was also a chorister their, but among the amused laughter made me change well 7 tables before you find the place to others already conferred. Yet I was one of the first to sign up for the Christmas dinner flavor (?) Awards and Citations in dogs and pigs, but my bike trip to Moscow and handed Nikolajeska where our pennant, occurred in the current year are not alluded in no way; is pure envy, I was told then some members here also ..? but how can you envy a Tambor?[18]

Noting the various villagers members reflected that I had never seen a socio Alpine unemployed[19] perhaps because the special cases isolate them before ?

A little 'as the former President of the Province with its Berghem sass I found often between the Alpine and now the CSI, who boasted of his determination and his ability to solve any problem of the citizen. I asked for a meeting but after months and 2 years of waiting only bins. I challenge them to avoid difficult cases. [20] On the internet you can see the best of Bettoni Bergamo and certainly does not look good clicca su =

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ebtUynxUxZU&feature=related

Another particular family-alloy of our country was the Group Catechumenate founded and led by Don Nicola venerated as a saint by the same adepts who now have evaporated into thin air

Others nicknamed him the sly for his shrewdness in serving especially women, that only apparently claimed to be demonic tool

To my ex he was the lover of a relative fixed but here I say here and deny it .. I guess it just to confuse me further affirm the ideas and even then its sinister intentions

Of course, before the saint was possibly a man. I know a village that remained lost both of her parents only 16 years and asked for a letter of recommendation to get into the shelter as a servant of the Glenohumeral; Don Nicola told her that he would make a pact, however, that before .. so let her boyfriend turn and turn? The world ...

With the same pastor I[21] and my ex-wife catechists engaging in various parish activities together we decided the date of our wedding, but Don Nicholas in the fixed date preferred to go on holiday on Lake Garda. We had already predestined ? Since the celebrated Don Carmelo that shortly after he left the Order (?) The same Curé that even during a sermon he quoted me and defended me in front of a group of mothers headed by Sir Taschin (wives 2 brothers Presidents of the local football team that Virtus ha ormai ben poco) inorridite(?) because during a catechism lesson I had to make a poster to the children about the horrors of war.

It started for me in a grueling bullying team in the country and had to leave the "field" as well as the captain's armband also the team (x the joy of baraba which already had envied my popularity especially among kids) while someone else left us his face and life ...

While I defended the children of the youth who were teased by some players team dell1 ^, I received suddenly for no reason, a violent punch in the stomach in the middle plexus by Mark. (very special friend of the wife, more than the President always high in 1st row species in the church although it is often climbed as well on the local news to say work wear)

I was sick to death I was hungry flies that I came into my lungs, and I writhed in pain, but Dr. Poncia, in this unpleasant circumstance, absolutely did not want to take me to the hospital and maybe did well because for the Mark ( that even then inherited my captain's armband) things would work out really bad. Luckily I had the by Drum and everything was resolved for the better. I changed my team (Curno), while Mark made a grueling pilgrimage to my house crying and trying in vain to talk to apologize. Today, we are friends and I strombetta always there whenever I crossed with my bike, and with him the truck of his business.

A short time later on the same field just a few yards away where I got my fist x died myocardial Dr. Poncia who at the time was in charge of Sports Medicine ; department where I came recently fired by Dr. Poggioli medical social dell'Albinoleffe with Roots President who is the brother of the doctor who caused the disability of my children ( and who died shortly after fifty ). Nel Leffe[22] we played well my brother greater who was a friend of Roots, which in turn is a friend of Pockets, President of Virtus Petosino while my sister in law works in the grocery store "Attached" to the church of his nephew ... eh ... you.. if we put this in my office for the compensation of twin sons with disabilities was Pizzocheri[23] Friend of the above, and President of the Romanese Calcio..I must admit that it is a small world Bergamo and: Italy is all a cloaca rather conspiratorial mixture of calcium and church .. and sooner or later will break shit

Pure Don Nicola died after a devastating disease that took him paralyzed in a wheelchair in the shelter of the Shrine of Stezzano . When I went to find him, was to me a sense of guilt and remorse, that I could not explain and continued (infastidendomi) to offer me money (any amount he told me) I, however, have always refused ... maybe even a penny .. "povereto" just wanted to simply buy my skin Tambor

Without knowing witnessed her Last S. Messa and faceva pen, he always graced tanned and perfumed, see him now sitting on that uncomfortable chair, effort to lift that cup filled with suffering. The day after, Saint Lucia certainly not left us a nice gift x someone who has become rich and not of the spiritual life to its curved back now. Right next to my current home have named a street in his memory and I every time I recall passing the priest who does not want some holy(?)immediately[24] , but that little girl against the wishes of the prelate, for love has given up a secure job, courageously facing another kind of absurd human gerocomio called for the site in this valley of tears shame

Strange these Catechumens of Christ who were at that time the oratory to pray several times a week, and now I'm gone. Just separated if one part sought in all ways to involve in their celebrations meetings, the other without my knowledge helped my wife and my children attended, and then for absurd when at the Community Celebrations Parties or I was there let alone with children, creating an unnatural emptiness around us.

Exalted the Bond of matrimony indissoluble before God,and you were told to let go of the civil rights but think of the eternal salvation of the soul and offer silent suffering to Christ crucified. The head over Don Nicholas was the "Roman" Don Giovanni sacramentino who boasted(?) to be a friend and confessor of Andreotti and stated that through prayer you solved all the problems but also economic and therefore have many children without any fear ...do not be afraid Each month passed 1 weekend to DarfoBoario housed in the various free hotel x spiritual retreat(?)

I remember once in their Group headquarters Cologno.AS, a speaker arrogant young professor of theology, leaning against the tabernacle with one hand in pocket, There indeed invited me to say something about the sanctity of places of ritual . I said .. I'm the last one who should talk, more than doubting believer.. I have the utmost respect for places and rituals; I am also a bigot but when I talk I dare not even touch the Host because I believe for this reason unworthy rest offended and hallucinated seeing her with his hands in his pockets explained on the tabernacle immediately regained his composure and began to inveirmi pissed off all sorts of theological epithet

Per i Catecumeni paesani, with prayer and silence, I could not for the sake of the children, reunite with his ex-spouse still defending the sacred bond of marriage, that no man could dissolve (and in the meantime a son told me Popes throw my being disabled but 2 separated parents could spare me god), while the City Civil opinion stated the exact opposite fighting the arrogance of those who will not respect the free choice of the ex-spouse .

I remained crushed indeed plagiarized as a double bond (read Bateson)

Luckily for me, even though I was poor, I attended recently, the Group, the last time was at the sports hall of Brescia, where he gave a lecture founder Kiko (Spanish) hoaxer plagiarist charlatan who for the occasion even to impress, even pretended to cast out a demon-possessed young. The villagers themselves disappointed at the return on the coach discussed the strange event, admitting that in truth was a ridiculous charade for nothing edifying

Then the day of 1^ condominium meeting, into your new home, without anyone knowing anything, was changed to the administrator(?) and I found myself again a catechumen between the balls ..

The administrator untraceable (solo x me), now no longer even sends me the Notices of meetings, he swears to getting back to me even in raccomodata; but instead I received the first summons that were inserted directly by hand in simple pit mail.

Just recently appeared on the front door a sign that warns fake always close the box and be careful of thieves, which is supposed to be one of us, petty theft and small bags of salt = (?) Incredible in the building there is a car dealership owner, a lawyer, a distinguished professor, So on paper it's just me desperate potential. Especially if you think that the warning was only put on our building and not on the adjacent (positioned just after my clarifications) which is in fact nei adjacent box. In addition, it has never been able to theft and if it was necessary to make these ridiculous details, There was a bulletin board in the basement used to Alerts. Also arrives people to see my apartment for sale imagine what they might think reading this message (all furto 1 2 3 see below ) in place that are ever?

I've lived here 2 years and I think I have well demonstrated even the most wary, that good people, you do not recognize some of the availability of their CC or the displacement of their car

The acanthus vicina, a young single, Christmas greetings to me[25],was sad x 'not hanging Christmas decorations as the year presedente. I reminded her that although x many people especially children transition to school, were very welcome, for some reason it was close to ridiculous controversy . As during the heavy snowfalls me criticized even because I was always shoveling the snow chute and the public. I said I did not do it for some of her beautiful face, if anything, he had to go to the new mother with the stroller and otherwise having free time instead of going for a run through the fields I preferred shoveling snow train, not always disturbavo. Spalai snow well to the church and asylum rather than going to breathe the toxins of others in a closed gym[26] paying a straight line, I train so = free outdoors

Although lazy I try to keep in shape, I had mistakenly written that my physical strength was due to proper rest, since in one way or another, I hardly found stillness of the night.

A neighbor ... not the precise single .. in early, bedtime farting loudly as they could, One evening I counted well 103 raspberries. Stuff to ask for a divorce or to subscribe to the contrary guinness primates and become famous (I assume that he used those tubes axillary and physiologically because it is mathematically impossible to make an exploit like that every night). On the occasion of a meeting I said that our homes were well insulated in the walls a bit 'much less, in slabs but that luck x (?) I have a lot of people under correct that I wish everyone to find as neighbors. The culprit turned red x fogheto the fear that went "to the bottom" with my impromptu sermon. I do not know if it was fear or shame of the pillory, if he went to Lourdes or if it was the birth of his daughter contemporary, the fact is that meteorism was cured of his shot .. as for mira-ass

Since most of 1 year, as I lie down at any time, sooner or later it is, a child cries systematically and this is repeated later in the night when after strange noises or creaks frightened gasps (and I with you) and is called aloud ( sometimes you feel well does the site host a =) and I Tambor with patience and silence (night even throw the toilet to avoid disturbing) I await an apology or even a single false justifies, expect it to grow at least not so much the child.. but the sense of civic, Meanwhile, I would suggest a medical course ... not the child

I confess that the real secret of my strength is not sleep but, over the full awareness of my weakness, do you know the obstacles (evils suffered)opportunities;So if they stopped hurting me I'd become xmia fortuna finally a common mortale.Lo same script you are reading now is not born for my quality, merits or demerits but "thank you" or because of Tironi and Ambretta holders Proserin elaborate written as a reaction to their own absurd sacking

If all had gone well now I'd be riding towards the World Cup in South Africa colossal effort? Certainly not comparable to 1 just one day of bullying that you immediately smashes the soul and not only

I finally got an appointment and a successful interview with the Director of Ipasvi (Professional Register) who apologized, convinced that after having given them the practice of dismissal immediately, I had to specify I did review the incident. I asked that to me was enough, however, even a simple chat not to feel alone and abandoned by everyone and that it was still my duty to point out what happened in a way that does not happen again tomorrow, since I have the distinct feeling that the nurse who was ahead of me even though I have not known, has left the work unfinished somehow strangely and suddenly only a short time after its intake and this is not a normal index.

I greet and thank my colleague aware of the many difficulties that already has to manage many professionals who every day have to deal with people hospitalized in particular and delicate situations, both physical and legal, and this is certainly not my intention to weigh the situation further

I went by the insurer that also threatened to open a lawsuit if I had not paid the insurance of the bike to my luck Mr. Rota was kind and understanding and for the moment, waiting to receive the money from the settlement (the 1st installment is volatilized )..thank you

Returning to the top as well as Matiozzi / Baschenis, I noticed the same intercom also the name of the Dr. ^ Poloni neuropsychiatrist who followed my children, and declaring that I was often one of the few exemplary Father always present at the meetings of the children (while the former spouse acts that I wrote I've never followed and assisted . I was also present x es. in school trips; I loaded it to turn a child on his shoulders a bit 'as a S. Christopher or better as the Abel The protagonist of the film L’orco ( I recommend viewing) I did go around the northern Italy[27] to do their work mostly palliative[28]

To follow these interventions sometimes I had to take holidays Ente Hospital that even then fired me, however it was an injustice and shame for the whole Bergamo. Just this week I placed through Syndicate counts contributions (31 years already ) and tabulated the contributions known 4 the 5 Empty ten days corresponding exactly at the dates of the various interventions of the children, The entity that obviously I do not saw it as the law allowed 104 Well ... this is a shame for Bergamo

I also remember as much to make the idea, that after these interventions, needed guardians who had to acquire competence in the province of surgery performed,and were usually ready after almost 1 month and had to be amended several times depending on the specialist who evaluated them. There was a constant going back and forth, waste of money, energy and health, and meanwhile the child's leg had grown the same tutors, creating sores and no longer went well.

All’epoca, a child with braces and tripods, unable to walk and this allowed stimulate bone growth, and to prevent and avoid, l’anchilosi ma…then ... like a beast Leviathan separated us.

I guess the only real intent and their logic was not even so much as economic, but in fact that of getting mad at a parent.

In addition to the intercom Baschenis / Matiozzi Poloni in Town there are a myriad of interesting matched between these paired another that involves me in particular is Dr.. Arpaia[29] (TCU Competent technical office appointed by the Judge of the separation (knows sieve) and the Chief Surveyor of The Hospital ....; in this eighteenth-century building in Via Tasso, Property of the Diocesan there is also a senator = Pessina and old clothing store my sister

Right here the Chief Surgeon Surveyor of The Hospital assessed the disability of my children.

At first it was a disgusting thing, while visiting Ale which then had approximately 6 years, is the ex-wife that the Primary, that inconceivably even wanted me to remain present at the visit(?) lo offendevano, remarking several times its deficiencies, and son inadequate and insulting crumpled increasingly short on that bed. Mi dissi : but how and with what right will allow you to do this? Consume this wanton violence? I walked over to his son and told him Bona !!! Now Ale instead shows your many skills ... ALZA cortical hem.. diciamo right hand in h ... hmmm ? Brave!! Now he lifts his head and opened his mouth showing teeth and tongue to the doctor very good mom ... . Ale with great effort but proudly took courage and strength and focus for a moment forgot his pain and even with great effort and with different faces BE showed his pride and his dignity good now raise your arm and show the doctor the umbrella gesture with his hand and greet him and not only .iao said

The cheeky Primary turned to me, I tapped him on the shoulder and eyes very, very shiny apologized and told me the exact words ............ I'm sorry you're exemplary parents are not exact and six

Even his ailing secretary with a lot of split (I later learned that his wife ara) was moved and greeted me with a broad smile .. well .. at least I told myself intelligent have understood the lesson

Lesson that apparently did not understand, however, the former spouse. We got home I told her in a low voice.. But do you realize what you've done, how you behaved in front of your child ? Lei x contro incavolata mi rispose seccata .. Ale is not no fool knows that I was only to quantify the amount Thou the usual idiot who does not understand anything, and when the lawyer shall refer the incident Piazzocheri see how s'incazza

Separating me from the poor ( is already rich family) Women assume that I won the lottery x but fair I must admit that same Coniuge my ex has le 4 most beautiful things in my life :

1° ever on the day of my wedding the happiest day of my life

2° Danj Ale Gio 3° Gio Danj Ale 4° Ale Thu Danj

I've always considered Danj ..my little princess.. When he was born, there were parents who would do a cesarean section in order to give birth to their son on the date of 8.8.88. Instead she was born to my great pleasure the X in August The night of St. Lawrence The Night of Falling Stars

Gio and Ale named after the patron of the 2 city ​​I love most in the world D. Giorgio (Brunico) where I was born and S. Alessandro Bergamo where I live

Gio's Italian Champion in swimming and was recently elected City Councillor x Youth Policy

Ale is the son – considered, but also the most intelligent of the band. Philosopher top[30] of his wheelchair sees the world in a different way and locked in his silence, weighs unarmed people who pose weighing it freely and showing them discovering each, also dirty.. intimacy

He is truly my strength, I think when they are extremely resistant to him and his Santa Patience I invite you to make a healthy experiment = in complex situations Ale takes a deep breath. x holds a little air into the lungs and then exhaling at the same time says a long maha .. oh ... oh ... Come try pure voi ...

Danj vinse miss Bergamo e i 2 Twins rolling in my humble opinion are even more beautiful ;

well this gift with regret, I must admit that the course taken by me han

I really hope that my children have inherited something from me .. well anyway if only :

the umiltà the Bont e the constancy of Tambor[31]

Indeed x caso maybe I gave him the most important gift : no ifs ands or buts freedom

remember that Moses was criticized by his people x 'in front of the effort to be free regretted the Egyptian bondage

Sleep born x case (see archive site) Live x case, called by former co-workers Arena comfort me, thinking about how the human species is defined by Silenus = "Daughter of the case and the sentence" words of more than 2 millennia but which are concatenated to the contemporary sensibility and almost, I'm happy with me and almost-only ?????..not only ... no more Drum x case[32]

Among the Metamorphoses of Apuleius and Collodi's Pinocchio .. I oscillate between 'Being puppet or donkey

No magic but only with the skills gained and consolidated over time in the customary gesture repeated, when I worked in Sports Medicine (where they fired me) even before I knew you undress calculate weight height and even lung capacity of our users

For the same reason I "read" the people's adrenaline alone, that tells you almost exactly how much Life still owns the person . I repeat, is not a gift but a common skill that still does not reward you at all, rather it is a rock because you have to constantly pretend not to scare the unsuspecting interlocutor . Council to begin the novel so much x The library of the dead ...

Of course if we were to know the date of our death ( that is certain) change all the brothers would become even more good .. nice words but the reality ... then I do not let up ...

With the manager of my country I went to assess the budget for the accommodation of the house Paterna but to my surprise "Someone" has taken over the only piece of furniture I inherited ( promised a villager) well as the bunch of keys on the upper floors.. phone but nothing.. dumb ... site .. With a cobbler I presume dictated = before they removed the children now the keys .. soon my past?

Absurd in that house it is as if the evil spirit still alleggiasse Egia dela dela ninth ninth strea[33] A little ... 'as if we had experienced so far .... absurdly vain and meaningless ...

I reported to the Cav. David Regazzoni my financial difficulties and he advised me to go from our local Real Estate Tasseti, which thrilled me that he thought to sell my apartment and advised me to hold me tight ... but then the parental home longer seen or heard so also the other 3 estate .. gone..

When I go into open employment agencies such as the PC and insert my data I realize that change expression and demeanor sorry x and the time required skim nothing

Sometimes I have the feeling of being a target for anything exhibitionists megalomaniac believe it, I am convinced that if you opened a file on my bill all right mafia the South

I rented (15 euro annui ) by the municipality a small field[34] prorpio next to my house. I notice that I have already cut the grass. I tell Chinelli that manages willingly (one gets hay)my ground when I am busy in my travels by bike, without realizing that (strange) I also cut the 4 plants di uva Isabella. He tells me that it was "Ol Patata"[35] Baggi, convinced that I had been to authorize. I had already got to know this eccentric character since I lived in rent from Lorenzi Building company, right next to his house . Today I met the farmer and asked him why I cut the lawn and with it the 4 plants. He is justified in saying that it must have been his son who is confused with the border and then with textual words Scusem tat ... dispach me .. so you portero quater of

I think, however, + admit error is already one step ahead

= Something seems to be moving rather than the muddy quagmire stagnant and smelly most of the treacherous storm . I get it Monday 24 h 8.25.a concrete proposal for a work by the Head Nurse of Shelter Island, asking me or at least the immediate availability for June and invites me to introduce myself for the afternoon h !3.30 with documents (register entry certificate etc.. ). For the encounter lasted only 2 ' in the presence of the Medical Director, I say let you know as soon as we are now only considering several figures (?)(?)

But I hope, but I confess I was wrong, I noticed colors, perfumes and felt the same way I felt different and more comfortable. Just a Caramella x comprarmi, a nice event to make me forget everything, I confess that I was tempted to tear this same script then despite the conditions, seems not completed anything is already a beginning ... at the same time as making silence? How to lower your guard? how to protect themselves if they do not defend handwriting-ndo? for the Common Good if nothing else, the difesa dei senza barrel you

If I had a magic wand = ask for a little serenity, a modicum of justice affection & little bit of sex, or at least attention ... but above all pretenderei apologies to anyone..while he is still in time for the Woman with the scythe is always unknown, even the smart ones who think they fooled everyone, but certainly not their genes that sooner or later will turn

What to do in the meantime? I can not even ride that much otherwise if > appetite not have the money to go shopping

I'm not bored anyway I'll finish writing the books of the centenary of the Tour of Italy cycling that I did last year = A trip to the s-step DYouhomo and A round-the time between Berghem de Sass x go ... Beyond 2000 Closed churches and if God gives me health and I assume that we will read the time.. belle

I just wrote my impressions and how Scaglia says maybe when we write we tend to :

“Do not tell your own life as it is lived, but believe to have lived as it is told ..the important thing is do not lie to, the story can not change the essential... "

I hope I'm wrong, therefore any reference to reality is purely coincidental

According to some authoritative texts of aeronautical engineering, the bumblebee can not fly , due to the shape and weight of his own body in relation to the wing surface. But the bumblebee does not know it and therefore continues to fly.(Igor Sikorsky) I still struggle TamborCoso Alviero ... Oliver Oliver Alfiero

I am against a brother or pockets the pastor pizzocheri Tironi ? you see a little 'you	Maybe I struggle to find a mate x 'I go wrong in the photos.. are not natural ..

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